And here, again, I'm at a crossroad. I quit the OR job. I quit the part time position at the hospital and I took on a case management position (at the same hospital and on the same joint replacement unit). I'm terrified of failure; so, I enter this as I have all of my other pursuits, with trepidation. I've been told: "You'll be fine!" And, yes, I'm sure in a year, I'll look back at my fear and laugh at it. But, until then, my jaw remains clenched at night, I don't sleep well....and, I'm ready to cry at any given moment.
My weekends remain free to do what I LOVE to do---get in the kitchen with my girls & sometime the boys.
Today, I was inspired to make Swedish meatballs and then thought they would be delicious served in a toasted bun. So, that's what I did. They were great and, when I thought there would be enough for my lunch tomorrow, those almost 15 year old twin boys had a "midnight" snack.
I'll attach a couple of photos. No recipe for now. I'm just too tired.
When you think of me, just say a prayer that the next 3 months go somewhat smoothly. I need to exhale.
Good night friends! 💚
Xo
J