Everyone has asked me what my degree will be (Bachelors of Science in Nursing BSN) and then followed by, are you going for your Masters??!! Yeah, uh.....absolutely not! I want a food truck and I can see myself serving people my creations. That thought never goes away.....never. I get tickled and it warms MY heart and soul when I see a facial expression that is one of pure delight! That’s when I’m the happiest. Experimenting with recipes and watching my friends and family try them, and love them, is everything! (I do flop sometimes but that’s normal human error in judgement 🤭🤷🏼♀️ heck, we only tap into 10% of our brains!))
This new job (I just took a deep breath & sigh). I’ll learn it to the best of my ability and that is that. I went from bedside nursing and became a secretary over night! There’s nothing wrong with having an admin job; but, I’ve always had a “hands-on” position. Needless to say, it ties me to a chair and, most everyone knows, I’m kind of a free bird that can’t sit still! Again, everything happens for a reason. I had to quit one of my jobs and my loyalty was to the hospital. I left the running around, like a headless chicken, at the harbor to the 20-something-year-olds. I’ve done my running around & I'm tired.... both physically and mentally.
This new job will serve its purpose. Last year taught me that it’s really ok to change and try new things. It was scary but I did it. I have never started and quit a job within a year (EVER) and I did. That was liberating too. Because I had the courage to walk away from something I knew was not a good long-term fit for me. I cried about it though. But, that’s par for my emotional course. I breathe my surroundings into the fiber of my being. That situation was no different. I care and never want to disappoint....it’s who I am.
Enough with all of that!
I think the magic number is 2020! Do you think it can be done? There’s a world of debt to pay off but I’ve been told I’m a pretty determined soul💫
Only time will tell!
Time to grocery shop for Thanksgiving! We have so much to be grateful for. What are your favorites? All I think about is fresh stewed tart orange zested cranberries and my favorite crispy buttery baked sausage herb stuffing!
Happy weekend!!!
Xo j
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